I just got so tired of being the sick girl. The sad eyes, the pity oh my god that’s terrible‘s, the inappropriate comments about my body- it all just made me more increasingly angry. But before I had begun to get angry, I had somehow let the sickness consume me. I was so anxious andContinue reading “Uncommitted to blogging, committed to getting my life back.”
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Over a Year Later
They say consistency is key right? Well I guess not for me since it has been a year since I posted an update. A year later, honestly not much has changed. I fought with so many doctors, specialists, and my body for the last year. I ended up seeing all the doctors I possibly couldContinue reading “Over a Year Later”
May There Be Answers!
Today has got to be one of the best days to happen over the last year. I FINALLY got the specialist appointment I have been waiting for since November 2019. With COVID-19 hitting the world like the disaster it is, everything became uncertain. I got the call a week before my initial appointment in MarchContinue reading “May There Be Answers!”
April Showers Bring More Uncertainties
What an insane reality we are finding ourselves in everyday. I wake up everyday, and the new news filters in through every social media, media source, and just the people around me. The stress of the world’s situation is being felt by every human that walks this planet. Existential dread is plaguing the human raceContinue reading “April Showers Bring More Uncertainties”
Disappointment and More Waiting
Yesterday was March 24th. The day when my Gastrointestinal appointment was. The single day of March that I was looking forward to for a month and a half. Then it all got taken away with one phone call. I got a call from the hospital two hours away, letting me know my appointment was cancelledContinue reading “Disappointment and More Waiting”
What the Hell is Even Happening Anymore?
Well now that is has been over 12 days since I wrote my last post, boy oh boy do I have a lot to talk about. In those 12 days, my world and just the world in general has been completely turned upside down. No one can buy toilet paper anymore kinda upside down. MysteriousContinue reading “What the Hell is Even Happening Anymore?”
I’m Just Tired Right Now
There has been so many days lately where I am just completely and utterly worn out. I know it’s because I have been pushing myself past my limit almost every single day for the last 3 weeks trying to get my new apartment prepared. I have only a week until I really want to beContinue reading “I’m Just Tired Right Now”
Holistic Healing is a Dream Come True
Of course I have tried holistic healing before and continue to value the treasure that it is, but today was so incredible. Surprisingly in my tiny town we do have an acupuncturist/healing massage therapist/performs Reiki lady who has degrees in all of the above. This is honestly so incredible when western medicine continues to failContinue reading “Holistic Healing is a Dream Come True”
Another Week, Still No Change
I have got to be one of the least accountable bloggers for someone who is just starting out. But the problem with blogging every day to every 3 days is hard when there is nothing changing with my symptoms. In the last 6 days I have felt the same almost everyday. But I am alsoContinue reading “Another Week, Still No Change”
More Doctors and More Problems
You know that whole “I’m going to try and make a post every single day” thing I said? Yeah I’m wayyy too forgetful to do that it appears. So I’m hoping to succeed in writing one every other day to every 3 days. With that, the last 3 days has absolutely sucked. The day afterContinue reading “More Doctors and More Problems”